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Tracing Back Insecurities

I have found that what we find as challenges in this lifetime or the trauma we experience, can be traced back not only to our childhood in many cases but to past lifetimes.

Before I started channeling I doubted there was a God or anything beyond this current existence.

I did not believe in past lives, spirits, or other dimensions let alone the thought that we co-create specific lessons for our life here before we are even born.

When I started channeling, out of the blue (or so it seemed), I was shown that this current life of ours is in essence a blink of an eye compared to the eternal life of our soul, and the lives we have experienced before this one.

Because we live in a society that does not talk about these things openly, and those who do are many times looked at like they are crazy, the majority of us operate under the assumption that “this” is all there is. Looking at and perceiving life in this way causes us to lose out on so many beautiful truths that when acknowledged expand our life a thousand times over.

I have had clients tell me after just one channeled session that the information that came through me from my guides was more enlightening and healing than all the years they had spent in therapy.

This is because the spiritual realm does not “guess” or use textbook knowledge to diagnose, treat, or guide us. Our spirit guides, higher selves, the universe, etc., know all past, present, and future potential realities as well as the reasons for the trauma we have experienced or patterns we can’t seem to get out of. And each person is unique with unique pasts, lifetimes, and experiences, so applying techniques or ideas learned from school and books to individuals many times completely misses the mark.

And many times these all connect back to past lives and lessons we are here to learn in this one, as well as contracts we entered into for these lessons as well as to balance previous lifetimes (or in other words; karma).

There are so many great examples of this that I will be writing down for all of you to help expand your “knowing” and consciousness to continue waking up and stepping into your true power and potential, and I want to share one example here.

One of my clients came to me for help trying to understand why her eight-year-old daughter was so self-conscious about how she looked; specifically, the clothes she wore.

She grew up very loved and with positive affirmations from her family without physical appearance being made out to be an important factor in life. Nevertheless, since the age that she was learning to walk, she had been very conscientious about her appearance.

Now, what do you think a traditional western world therapist would say about that?

The most amazing thing about being able to channel is that I don’t have to try and guess why something is the way it is, I go straight to my guides without any preconceived thoughts about “why” something is happening. I have learned that the truth is always simple, yet profound, and something I could have never thought of on my own.

In this particular case, when I asked my guides to show me why this sweet young girl was having so many self-confidence challenges with her visual appearance specifically to clothing, they showed me a past life that was particularly traumatic that was still affecting her in this lifetime.

What they showed me is this;

A woman in a red and white dress is at the sink washing dishes. She was anxious, in a hurry, and insecure. She was someone who took the time to do her hair just so, and her makeup was perfect. The setting felt about 80-100 years ago based on the clothing she was wearing.

Then they showed me an overweight, angry, drunk man in the next room with a drink in his hand yelling at her from a chair. They showed me that he was an alcoholic and incredibly abusive to his wife (the woman in the red and white dress). He was yelling at her to serve him, though she was already cooking, cleaning, and taking care of the whole household while he sat and drank in his chair.

He took particular joy in making cruel statements about how she looked, specifically how she dressed.

It was a classic case of an abusive relationship where one partner degrades and abuses the other to kill any self-confidence they may have and to take their self-hatred out on someone else. Someone they deep down were scared to lose because they are terrified to be alone, but something they would never acknowledge to themselves let alone others. So this self-hatred and fear were channeled into anger and abuse towards the partner.

The partner experiencing the abuse believes what is being said to them, and in turn, loses all self-confidence or willpower to leave the abusive relationship. And so the cycle continues.

In this particular past life, my guides made it clear to me that the woman in the red and white dress, was my client’s daughter. And that this relationship had been so traumatic for her, and something she was never able to overcome in that lifetime, that she carried these insecurities with her into this one.

She ended that life believing the horrible things her husband yelled at her and never found her independence or confidence. She was incredibly sad, lonely, depressed, and felt totally and completely alone and afraid.

Knowing the root of the self-confidence issue helped my client address the issue in a new way (with specific direction from my guides on how to help her overcome this past life trauma), a way that would never have been thought of because past lives had not been considered as the source of the issue.

This is just one example of why I feel so incredibly blessed to have been given this gift.

Channeling cuts out all the fear, assumptions, worry, and overthinking. Years of therapy in many cases are never able to address the root of a seemingly hopeless issue because 99.9% of the time the therapist (and client) are only looking at this lifetime for answers.

And simply applying textbook learning/knowledge to understand an individual's life trauma or symptoms of trauma overlooks (in many cases) the true root of an issue. And if we don’t understand where the trauma originated from (including repressed memories of this lifetime), or we cannot pinpoint why we continue in toxic patterns, it is very difficult to heal.

What things in your life have you been searching for the answer for? Have you ever wondered why you tend to repeat certain patterns in your life? Do you wonder why you have strong feelings about something or someone, but can’t put your finger on why?

Looking to the spiritual realm, the Akashic records will provide enlightenment, support, and encouragement you never knew possible!